I shall post something more decent and normal. I have been neglecting my blog. not that I want it to be that way, but school works really takes up most of my time! I don't even have time for my precious TV especially my Hong Kong drama and 100% entertainment!! one year has passed so fast and I already finished 1/3 of my university life!! that's not good, cos I don't want to work. hahaha! 

I don't have much thing to talk about for school works cos it's just this and that, what can i say? so I should say more about after exam periods. It's been more than 1 week since I finished exams. We went to the helix bridge and Marina bay sands right after the last paper. Then the next day, I was out to celebrate guojie's birthday. It was just a dinner for me cos I wanted to go home to eat my mum's food! hahaha! Sunday was back to hall to move back my stuff. We also planned out a BBQ at pasir ris and then kbox throughout the night. Shag! I slept till 4pm the next day. I went back hall on thursday to have my last night there. hahaha! went out with ken! =)  didnt go out after that till sunday for guojie's auntie lucy look alike. he got the first prize and won a $3k plus massage chair! then we went to watch the ironman 2! job interview on monday and went out with ken after that! 

I think the above looks super messy but I don't feel like retyping again! any nice HK show to recommend??! I'm bored to death!

I got something to say. but I don't know how to say.

I never thought I can cry so much last time. I was famous with not crying a lot last time, according to yingwen, kim and huixin. Started to cry more during poly when we watched movies. In fact, I cried the most? But that probably because of the movies. but there's also times when I cried because of family and being really down because of "self concept". I remembered the most forgettable one was just a day before we went to Bintan holiday. He said I've changed. It hurt more than anything that he had done to me. Maybe I love myself more than I like him bah. I knew I had not changed any bit. 

I cried a lot more when I came into university. because of relationship and self concept. People say relationship makes one to be a better person. I hope it applies to me. After entering into a relationship, I found out that I wasn't really such a good person after all. Last time, I thought even if I'm not a perfect person, I was still quite a good person with not much flaws. Now I realized I wasn't that good after all. I'm relieved I knew my flaws now, though it was torturing to admit that I wasn't what I thought I am supposed to be. I hope I can change for the better, and I'm trying to change.

I came across this taxi driver when I was moving my things from hall to home. He told me patience is the key to be an intelligent person. He said a lot of things but I vaguely remembered some only. He said there's always a reason for everyone to do something. So before you get angry or whatever, you got to patient and think why did he do that. When you know the reason behind it, you might change how you react. He gave an example, Singapore government implementing COE, why? If you think about it, it is because government wanted to control the numbers of vehicles in Singapore. If not, Singapore will be like other countries that have so many cars that caused jams and air pollution. 

I felt really blissed to have found him. So many flaws I have, he still liked me. I don't know why. I'm just lucky to find him.

My 21st Birthday will be some other random day! so sad! sucks to the max. will be busy with all projects and stuff! plus the fact that i'm just too lazy to organise anything. hai...

HELLO PEOPLE!! I'M BACK AGAIN!!! surprisingly, i'm still pretty slack for the second week. so i'm posting some photos here. xmas eve and zoo and zhiqi's birthday. i'm now in my room, with air con switched on! =PPP have to go for some canvassing briefing later at night! so sian, its all the way to rocher central!

i'm so bored now. though i'm going to refrain from shopping now. but i was so bored just now i went to forever21 website!! eww!! i want i want clothes. I found out that someone had been stalking my livejournal recently! he knows that!! AND I'M HINTING YOU NOW OKAY??! I WANT THE CLOTHES BELOW!! =PPPP  okay lah, i'm just joking!! who tell you to leave me alone and go swimming with them!!??!  YOU MAKE ME MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!! ewwwww............  =((((((((((

HELLO!!!! Since i am super bored now in hall in the middle of the night, starting my second week of school, i shall get my livejournal updated afterall! i am in love with 终极三国 and hi my sweetheart! I <3 脩 very much okay!! he's so cute!! okay, i dont know what to say now. but i'll probably dont have time soon to update cos i bet projects and assignments are going to flood me to death soon. i have 19AU this semester plus its going to be all the FM, IT and BIZ LAW!! and i'm taking accounting 2 and one elective too!! what a sucky semester isnt it?? oh yah, i want iphone!!! because i'm addicted to my sis's itouch and she said iphone is better. hahahha!! going to go see cheong sum next saturday with sis and mum. so cool!! sis's wedding coming soon and i need to go fitting during may! oh so excited!!

2010 resolution. people writing so much abt it. i feel pretty lazy to do up cos i think i can predict i will never try to realise it cos i'm lazy to the max! hahahaha!! so i'm going to skip it! =P chinese new year is coming!! okay,not that excited cos i'm going to say no to new year shopping cos i'm getting broke. my financial position will only be better again in may when i get to have a job for 3mths!!

just celebrated roomie, zhiqi's 21st birthday! got her topshop card with nana and hall girls got to surprise her in our room! =) so fun!! oh anyway, i got the urge to play mahjong but i think its not going to happen cos you know, projects and stuffs! sigh! why so 命苦?? okay what to say now?? hahhaha!! you see, all these whiles, only happen so little thing for me! how sad right??? okay i'm getting to talk rubbish now!! maybe i should go back to my FM textbook!?? oh man it sucks!! oh well! bye everyone!! hear from me "REAL SOON" i hope!! =D

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I joined IHG, netball and basketball. I have been training and playing matches everyday this whole week. super shag everyday. Basketball is a total blur to me and i conclude i dont like it and i will stick to netball. hahaha!! and christmas is here in one week's times. So fast it doesnt seem christmas season yet. and this also means results are coming out and school is going to reopen again!! okay, below are photos with shihua they all and karine's birthday celebration. chalet photos are still with guojie who hasnt uploaded yet and not in singapore now. hahaha! (anyway, chalet sucks with expensive sacrifices)

hello people! I know I'm gone for more than 2 months already. Can't help it people! After my last post, I was flooded with projects, tests, projects, tests. Then here comes exams. My exams timetable was super crazy because 4 papers came continuously!! We were the first one to finish exams. And everytime when I have some time, I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep!! I just paid back my sleep debt recently. So I'm here to post something. In between all these hectic days, I did go out of the ulu island to relax awhile. Like going out with wenny, xinny, kimmy for birthday celebrations. Meeting up with nana for movies and shoppings! Karaoke-ing with the classmates and friends!! And ya, I Heart Supper too!! which happened just a few days after my last post.



anyway, papers werent that good, maybe except econs bah! Marketing is gone case man!! practically crap all the way. i will be so happy if i can get b for it la... hopefully other modules will score good? at least b+? hahahha!! sian!! shall not think about it till the 30th! now i shall enjoy myself. all planned out for the next 2 weeks? tml will be going out with dear in the afternoon and shihua, darren, huiwen at night. monday is celebration of karine's 21st birthday! KBOX all the way, i suppose. Thurs to Sat is class chalet at pasir ris. Hope it will be fun! Also, i will be meeting dear nana for NEW MOON AND SHOPPING!! completely looking forward to it!! going to see edward soon!!! =D then the next week will be most probably about FAP meeting and FAP camp.! hope more things are on the way!!!! i feel super sian these few days at home already. people, please ask me out!! =)

I am missing all my friends outside!!! like seriously missing them!!!! =(( I have been stuck in this campus for so long!! everyday was like school, projects, assignments, tutorials, hall, sleep, go home mug, come back campus again. of course except all the hall activities, thats my life now... =(  I miss NUR FARZANA BTE HAIRUDIN, KIMMY, WENNY AND XINNY!! =(( I miss my shopping trips to vivo and orchard now!!! and didnt even go into ion orchard before!! gosh!!!! ARGH!!!!

oh my god! its been a month since i blogged!! I was super busy for the past 4 weeks. Not to say that all my projects, presentations and assignments were all cramped into the 4 weeks, hall activities were overloading. Lixuan's birthday, night cycling and hall 8 dinner and dance.

Night cycling was pretty fun except the fact that we had to cycle from NTU to East Coast Park. Though we had alot of pit stop, it was freaking cold in the middle of the night, especially when our attire was a singlet and it rained!! I was super sian and tired initally cos I wasnt very used to cycling. But till the end, i was super high, probably because I was TOO tired. You know,i'll get crazy and high. We cycled till 8am when I was already shagged to the max.

Next big event was dinner and dance. I think it was so much of an accomplisment compared to Singapore Polytechnic graduation ball. I compared with it because they were both held in the same hotel and the same ballroom!! Though food was the same standard = bad, but still company was good and dear qi was really pretty!! And the same goes to natalie and lixuan.! =) X-clan booked a room upstairs and we were like camwhoring non stop since the theme was Night of the Evil! Although not very extreme, most of us dressed something that was as close as the theme. Lixuan helped me put on make up (eyeliner) and it was super pretty!! =DD hahaha!! we went back to the room to chat after the event until 6 plus when everyone wanted to leave. I slept until 10 plus and went straight back to hall!

Now, I am more free cos all projects were done and all. But i will be free only for that little while. After recess week, all projects will be coming back again. Anyway, it's I HEART SUPPER this friday!! =)) we will be going bedok, upper thomson and geylang!! so great!! =)

till then...